Lie With Me
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Because through lies
real feelings are revealed.

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    Wednesday, August 09, 2006

    been catching up quite a bit with me friends these few days, but it's left me thinking and feeling rather lousy about myself. these people- my friends- have great ambitions. they're pasisonate about what they do, and they know they want to make it big, whatever the sacrifice may be.

    so sometimes midway the convos, i go all quiet. i search- for that spirit i so lack, that i see so evidently in them. and it saddens me coz i was once like them. what has uni done to me?

    i'd work not because i was passionate, but because i want to earn back in the very least, what my parents have spent on my education in the shortest span of time, so that i would not reap negative returns, oh how sad that would be.

    i'd work, so that i can retire early (how ironic), so that i can afford nice pretty things for myself w/o relying on anyone else.

    i'd work, because i think it'd be cool to be able to say "    hey i was a banker before too, yo."

    but at the end of the day, if i should have life the way i want it, i just want to own a little bridal boutique with all the pretty wedding dresses, helping deliriously happy! brides pick out the gown that suits them best, seeing the sparkle in their eyes as they walk out of the dressing room to an equally excitable fiance. oooh that would please me very much.

    i think it'd be sad if i had to spend 120 hour weeks in the office slogging my guts out with no time for family, friends or myself. even the fat (assumingly so) paycheck at the end of the month would do nothing to compensate for all that, coz as i always say: what good is there in having all the money in the world when you have no time to spend, and noone to spend it with?

    but who knows... i might just like the smell of money in banks? or maybe my addiction to the likes of gucci and prada will have me working to pay off my debts? or maybe i'll work myself to death to afford that jaguar sports. who knows?

    but for now... let's just say i don't think so. coz while i don't wanna live the life of a pauper, i think theres much more to life than them material things. and while i want to ride in a nice car, i don't insist on being the one to drive it. ;)


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