Lie With Me

Thursday, February 09, 2006

the bruise my heart took at the start of the new year is slowly healing itself. from the original yellowish green colour, it's now a hideous brown. ugly, yes, but definitely serves as a reminder not to leave it lying around unguarded. IT bruises easily.

despite that, and despite falling ill more than twice (and having to get jabbed in the hospital at midnight and crying like a baby embarrassing myself so utterly there), and despite all the tests and project deadlines all creeping up on me, this year has been a pretty good one thus far.

pain has been relatively easy to deal with, and my friends definitely deserve credit for that. from the mindless banters we have in school, to stupid games we play, to the mild teasings... all serve as distraction from certain suffocating thoughts.

it is crazy, how thinking about certain things or certain people can leave me gasping for breath. but i guess it has reached a point where one has to just look forward, go with the flow, follow the (bruised) heart.

it was fun meeting up with the friends from abroad, esp kev, who always provides insightful thoughts and certain relevations about myself. talking to him is comfortable yet mind provoking, leaving many (pleasant) after thoughts lingering about.

and as always, my best friend has been a major source of support and love. never complaining, always listening with such patience. school has been much fun too, with my two crazy friends who make me laugh so much i barely have time to think about unpleasant stuff.

and i thank Him, most importantly, for sending these angels in my midst.

♥